"You are something the whole universe is doing, in the same way that a wave is something the whole ocean is doing".   - Alan Watts

When it comes to existence, I am left with no evidence or validation of conspiracies. I have nothing but the words of other people, and my intuition; a deep feeling that I’ve had wrenching away at my conscious since a young age. Like a constant buzz of ambient sleep music in my soul, something I couldn’t make sense of for a long time. My attempt to portray my inability to understand my beliefs and outlook, is the only form of fortitude I can clench.

I do not strive to talk about religion or belief, I strive to portray my feelings about potentially never being given a chance to understand the real truth.